Far too often I find myself making an ass out of myself by saying and/or doing something pointless, and/or incredibaly stupid. I feel as if I'm only realizing that I'm hungry for all the reaction I missed out these pass couple of years. I'm irritated and in dismay at the fact that I missed this little factor (or maybe I didn't) but nonetheless, I feel like an ass.

I bought nad's hairwax today and as far as I'm concerned, it's all a sham. Stepy spent a half hour telling me (on IRC of course) that Nad's is a godsent gift to all women but this woman isn't satisfied. I sat in my room for almost an hour testing out different sections of my body only to find that the waxing gel would rather stick to my skin than the cloth strip. It's all a sham I tell you, a sham.

I also bought 4 bottles of perfume and some bath gel. I like smelling nice. It's goes hand in hand with my theory about body deodorant. If everyone in the world would only wear body deodorant, the world would stink a little less. So simplistic, I can't believe people miss out on that part of hygiene. There's nothing worse than a stinky armpit.

I am still physically and mentally drained and the only music sticking to my head is a girl singing, whining, and shouting about pointless things in a voice that makes my friend wish he could shoot her in the back of the head. Sometimes I really wonder how I get to like the things I do, then I remember that familiarity has been proven to "make" people like things. You hear a song a couple times, most likely you won't mind hearing it again, you may even like it after a couple of times. So simplistic, yet it explains so so much.

I'm in such a fucking bad mood I don't know what to do with myself. I want to take out half of the world with a big fat machete and a 45. Viva la anger, viva la hate. Oh and lastly, mom bought me a baby furbie. It talks, a lot.

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