So I haven't step foot into the gym yet. I'm relying on trying to get to bed early tonight, after I write this, after I spend some time reading my bible and writing in my journal, after my prayer time, and after washing my face and brushing my teeth. I'm hoping I'll get to bed and wake myself up early enough to hop out of bed and into work out clothes for some time on the treadmill and maybe the reclining step master if, they still have that monster of a machine.

I had a pretty good weekend. Aside from trying to deal with the emotional rollercoaster that is PMS, I made it through fine even though I'm still dealing with flat out, menstruating. Bleed witch Bleed. Yeah!

I spent a lot of time with Seda and Dee and we did the stuff we normally do when we're together. We talked, we laughed, we played the word game, and we watched DVDs.

What calls me to write is the realization that I will be taking this next semester off. It's only been a year that I've seriously gone to school. My year at KCC after graduating from high school harbored nothing more than two failing report cards and much time spent in the student lounge center sleeping. A semester after that, I became accustomed to my relationship with God and listened closely for direction and purpose in my life and I found it.

I remember God calling me to Bible College and my willingness to eagerly go. I still feel that passion but, I won't be going this semester because I'll be having surgery mid February or early March (for health reasons) that will keep me out of the loop for 6 weeks so that I can heal.

I talked to staff and school and they know, I talked to the people that over see my internship, and they graciously are allowing me to do what I want with my intership and come back after my six week healing time.

Six weeks is a lot when you think about it.

On a different note, I finally got to see Margo and Jason's new apartment. I stayed for a couple hours and chatted with Ate Margo, swapping stories and giving updates. We ate quesadeyas and drank tea and endulged (it's an E word) in Girl Scout cookies. It was good and a perfect way to end my night.

And then there's always tomorrow.

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