My day started off kinda crazy. After waking up and feeling better than I felt yesterday, I sat around for a couple of hours, folded laundry and put it all away, took a shower, vegged out even more then, I ate some beef soup that was on the stove and felt a little queasy which led to me throwing up my entire meal. What made me angry about the whole situation was that I didn't really feel like eating at all but sat myself down to eat so that I would have food in my stomach enabling me to take some tylenol flu (any pills on an empty stomach ruins me). So... after throwing up, I called my Mom who was at the new bussiness with the rest of my family, cleaning and painting and carpeting, anyhow... my Mom suggested that I ate some rice pourage but I changed my mind at the last minute because it was too hot out to be eating anything hot.

I ended up eating cereal and taking my meds... with lots of water.

On a different note, I've been feeling a little crazy. I've feel like I want something but I don't know what it is. I tried to do a little shopping online but couldn't decide. I browsed all kinds of shops. Eventually, I settled on a batch of necessities like Burt's Bees toothpaste, NatraCare tampons and panty liners, Philosophy conditioner, and some other miscellaneous girlie items.

But, I still feel like I want to buy something. Funny no?

And, I've been feeling a little crafty. I contemplated making a dozen paper flowers (like the ones I made my Mom) but I'm not sure if that'll quench my crafty hunger. Any ideas? Anyone wanna join me in a craft fest?

In closing, this schedule is really killing me. It's become absolutely normal to be up until 5 in the morning and that's exactly what I don't want. Y and I discussed this not too long ago and we both settled on the fact that waking up early in the morning would feel a lot more satisfying. Trying to rationalize this whole abnormal schedule thing just doesn't work out and I'd much rather be up at 6 each morning, done with my workout by 8, and have the rest of my day free to do fun things like update my college's webpage, do some video work, hang out , cruise the mall, watch some movies with friends, and get to bed by midnight.

Maybe I'll take an Ambien sleeping pill one night and just whack myself back into a normal schedule.

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